Friends!

How many of us have them? Friends! This is just a general vent that I would like to know why everyone has to be so dang moody! I feel like the majority of people I am around are unpredictable I tell you! What is everyone so bothered about that they can't be nice. Um maybe I should just blame it on the economy like everything else!
I am getting a little further on my home office. The L desk I want is just too expensive! Ill keep watching craigslist, but for now my target clearance one will do! And I got a new ringfolio. So now I can plan what to plan in my other planners. Am I getting out of hand? I have my calendar journal, I now have a family calendar hanging up, I just got a mini journal to write random things to do in for my purse, now I have the ringfolio! And of course my precious blackberry!

Im crazy

Working 60 hours a week I have become obsessed with organizing and painting in my house.I got paint for springs hello kitty wall that I painted! I am over the light blue and green in the boys room. I have come to the conclusion that my room needs to be my sanctuary now. I am going to create a mini office in my living room, and take that out of my room! My room is the only room not painted! So I just think about this all day, cause I'm not there! We have all been sick with this stomach bug!! No fun! I went back to the gastro fri for a follow up and my thyroid is out of whack! My brain is working harder to produce the chemical, so I will go for labs and probably have to go to another specialist! I have decided on june 6 for brogy and aidens party. It will be huge, so save the date! Alright I'm going home soon, I am done for now!

I think

I am ready for retirement lol. That's kind of bad huh. I don't think I will go to the job fair tomorrow for these reasons: tired, still feel like throat needs to be plunged, far drive, and I am losing hope. As my 6 months of experience is nearing I begin to question myself. I actually have a lot of questions for myself. I feel like a zombie. Like I have no personality left anymore. I work. I sometimes sleep. And between that do laundry and clean. At the same time I also feel like I am neglecting the babies by not staying home with them. Do you ever know what is right. Of course having $$ is good, but would I rather not. Some of my peeps I love! They're greatn but these nights in the chair start to wear on you. I can't give up on what I started! Something will come along. At least I paid off my tahoe last week! One less thing to think about!

Perspective

Well I'm just sitting here. working... Just like everyone comes in and says oh your just her cna. Haha. I still have to say I really like my job! And something I thibk about occasionally is how I get paid to do this job, but it pays in more than just money. I have picked up so much wisdom in this short amount of time! I have for the past couple months still been eating my original cream of wheat with fat free milk, dash of sugar, dried cranberries, and walnuts. If I have fresh bananas I do that instead of cranberries. Yum! And I have been looking for these green banana bags that my other guy has. Always something new! I suppose its because you're stepping into someone elses lifestyle and you take a little bit as you go. I wonder too as much as I am trying to get into the hospital, am I going to enjoy it as much? Since I've been employed time has just flown by!
I went with Aiden on his field trip last week to Peter Piper. We got to walk there and make pizzas. This next part I'm sure you will find amusing. We were sitting at the table and his teacher comes up and says to aiden, are you exited to have a new brother or sister? Insinuating I am pregnant, when really I have 4 kids worth of belly fat. So he says yes! So then she says is it going to be born before school is out? So I say no, because its true, because I am not having a baby! Then she says maybe aiden is having problems in school because the new baby that's coming. Aiden has been having bully problems, therefore trying to fake sick every morning to avoi going. His teacher and I are working together to get this resolved. So then the lady at my table is like oh you're having another one? - said no! So we walk back to school and I am signing out and another lady says oh this is number 5? I said try to smile and don't say anything. This makes me want to call and schedule a tummy tuck like today. Its not just belly fat, its skin! How in the heck am I supposed to work out! I would rather spend my time off with the kids!
Havasu was tons of fun! I will post up pics from my comp!

Over a month!

Where the heck have I been! And what have I been doing?? Well I have a lil down time while my client is resting so I am typing this from my blueberry! That's what I call it. Well one story I have is my humiliation at Target thanks to my precious 2 year old! First off he was being bad the whole time! He woke up tooo early! So I'm having to hold him while I push brogy, and we get out to the car and I'm parked by the curb. There's all these high school kids hanging out in the parking lot. So I push the cart against the front of my car while I put brogy in. I can see slade trying to rock the cart so I tell him to stop or he's gonna fall out! Well he doesn't and the cart crashes off the curb and all my stuff is all over the parking lot. He's screaming, all these kids are laughing. I'm dying. I go put him in and roll his window down (AC is out in tahoe) and he spot a HS girl and instantly stops crying and starts making eyes at this girl! I went like one week without working, then this week I worked 4 16s. I got called off it because I closed my eyes for a few mins and got snitched on. And no I didn't get fired! I actually did what I was supposed to be doing. Next week looks pretty busy too. I have actually compiled a chronological list of purchases I would like to make with my extra income. New bunks for the boys is one of the top ones. There's actually one I'm looking at that a bunk plus trundle! That would be perfect! Update on my backover...the case was closed because the guy gave nme false insurance info! Yes! All of you probably know already how my blueberry got stolen a week after I got it! My mom and I and spring were at frys. Actually it was friday the 13th! Well while I was loading my groceries someone took it out the top of my cart. Before I even pulled out I realized it was gone. We searched the carts and everything. I try to call to get it disconnected and it says they're not open. I have my camera on the phone set up to send any new pics to my email. Well at midnight I finally get thru and get it shutoff, go to check my email before bed and at 1145pm a pic had come thru! It was of a back room and some chemicals and stuff. At this point I'm very angry and frys was under construction, so they had closed at midnight.so me and karen go down and question everyone working. Nothing! So the next day I go in, talk to the mgr. Well on tues they had recovered my phone. It was stolen by a construction worker. He took my sim card, but I was so grateful to have it back! And the foreman gave me a $50 frys gift card. I am going in on the 31st for an upper endoscopy. Hopefully something will come out of it! And brogy is crawling now! And to my blogger friends I tried to comment you but I don't think it worked from my berry!

My knee...

Sigh... is KILLING ME!!! What the heck! I keep waking up on random mornings to my knee sort of stuck at a 90 degree angle! I try to walk and it just goes pop pop pop. and hurts. So after dealing with the pain all day, now my entire leg hurts, from buttocks down. Like a dead leg. GAH! I finally worked a few days!! Woo hoo!! I really liked it! I wish I could work more! As I was telling my friend today, I need more work! That maybe I should post myself on craigslist. HAHA. We decided against that... they might be searching for a different type of nursing services that I don't offer. LOL. Well at least my 6 months experience is being well spent working a couple days a month. LOL. My valentines was good! Very kick back! Doy got me roses and a Godiva gift card. yay!! and yum! My love to him was him beloved Sees milk pattys that I stood in line for an hour for with the little boys! Oh yeah that was an eventful day for me, Friday the 13th. First I got my hair cut. I did an A line to about my chin. I really like it! I am growing out the color, so my goal was to lessen the appearance of my roots, and not looking so white trash-ish. HAHA. So I go to sees, and working there was a lady I worked with at Toyota! Weird huh! So then later I stop by Safeway and see a guy I went to HS with! Weird again! So later that night I go to Frys and see a guy I worked with at Toyota! OMG! What the heck!!! On that same day Aiden's teacher returned my call about a ticket he had received, that I didn't understand. I guess they were at recess which follows lunch, and he had went thru the bathroom back into the cafeteria to search for his friend. Then he says he "got busted". So I guess it wasn't that bad of a ticket?? So anyways she wanted to tell me how sweet he is, and how he gave a valentine to the principal, then gave his teacher 2. She said Aiden you already gave me one? So he takes her behind the desk and points to the picture of her husband and says one is for him. Aww. So sweet! When I took them to buy their valentines he wanted to get this sugar formed apple heart with a worm in the middle for his teacher, and I said how about a box of candy for 99cents? He said ok and picked one with a dog. So I head out of the valentine area and he says wait wait! I want that heart instead. It was a BIG pink one. I said Aiden its not 99cents. He says ok. He was satisfied with the small dog heart. I started getting organizing impulses this week! I still feel the need to scrapbook! I spent 8 hours organizing all my kitchen cabinets. Its like Christmas I'm telling you! You find stuff you forgot you even had! We are leaving Friday to Pinetop. I won a free photoshoot with the photographer who did my maternity pics (with Slade). Wendy Newman photography. Its gonna be brrr! but fun!!! One more off subject thing I've been wanting to add and keep forgetting, Thank you to my blogger friend for writing about it and reminding me. I agree that judgement is easily handed out, but not equally taken. I think it is very easy to pass judgement on people and situations. I don't think it's right tho unless you have 100% been in that same exact place, and I dont think anyone can say that they were. So with that being said I will end this blog!

Lists

I am having a list day. Where I have multiple list going of things I need to do, things I need to buy etc. Now I am really wanting to finish working on Brogan's scrapbook. I have lots of pages done, but of course there's always more! I think my yard sale went well this weekend! The girls did very well on their bake sale! Everything was a hit! The boys have both been without binkys for a few weeks now. The first day was hard, but after that was a breeze! The little boys just went in for their well checks. Tall! They're both in the 70th% for their height, and I think Brogy was a little chubby. lol. Poor ol Aiden still in the 20th% for height. I might have a client starting this week! yay! Although I was kind of enjoying staying home everyday and being a Certified nursing assist. I have had very good scratcher luck lately! I might be an addict haha jk! I bought a $5 Blackout bingo, won $50, so I bought a $20, and won $20. This week I bought good ol $5 Bingo and won $10, bought a $10 VIP Vegas, won $30! Score! Brogan has 2 top teeth coming in! Big ones! To add to the 2 bottom! I tried taking like 50 pics to get the teeth cause theyre so cute, til Doy started yelling at me that I was blinding him!!

The workers!

He was wearing a tag that said Hi I'm Aiden. So cute!

My #1 non-paying customer!

Slade gave him a bite...

At the races