My knee...

Sigh... is KILLING ME!!! What the heck! I keep waking up on random mornings to my knee sort of stuck at a 90 degree angle! I try to walk and it just goes pop pop pop. and hurts. So after dealing with the pain all day, now my entire leg hurts, from buttocks down. Like a dead leg. GAH! I finally worked a few days!! Woo hoo!! I really liked it! I wish I could work more! As I was telling my friend today, I need more work! That maybe I should post myself on craigslist. HAHA. We decided against that... they might be searching for a different type of nursing services that I don't offer. LOL. Well at least my 6 months experience is being well spent working a couple days a month. LOL. My valentines was good! Very kick back! Doy got me roses and a Godiva gift card. yay!! and yum! My love to him was him beloved Sees milk pattys that I stood in line for an hour for with the little boys! Oh yeah that was an eventful day for me, Friday the 13th. First I got my hair cut. I did an A line to about my chin. I really like it! I am growing out the color, so my goal was to lessen the appearance of my roots, and not looking so white trash-ish. HAHA. So I go to sees, and working there was a lady I worked with at Toyota! Weird huh! So then later I stop by Safeway and see a guy I went to HS with! Weird again! So later that night I go to Frys and see a guy I worked with at Toyota! OMG! What the heck!!! On that same day Aiden's teacher returned my call about a ticket he had received, that I didn't understand. I guess they were at recess which follows lunch, and he had went thru the bathroom back into the cafeteria to search for his friend. Then he says he "got busted". So I guess it wasn't that bad of a ticket?? So anyways she wanted to tell me how sweet he is, and how he gave a valentine to the principal, then gave his teacher 2. She said Aiden you already gave me one? So he takes her behind the desk and points to the picture of her husband and says one is for him. Aww. So sweet! When I took them to buy their valentines he wanted to get this sugar formed apple heart with a worm in the middle for his teacher, and I said how about a box of candy for 99cents? He said ok and picked one with a dog. So I head out of the valentine area and he says wait wait! I want that heart instead. It was a BIG pink one. I said Aiden its not 99cents. He says ok. He was satisfied with the small dog heart. I started getting organizing impulses this week! I still feel the need to scrapbook! I spent 8 hours organizing all my kitchen cabinets. Its like Christmas I'm telling you! You find stuff you forgot you even had! We are leaving Friday to Pinetop. I won a free photoshoot with the photographer who did my maternity pics (with Slade). Wendy Newman photography. Its gonna be brrr! but fun!!! One more off subject thing I've been wanting to add and keep forgetting, Thank you to my blogger friend for writing about it and reminding me. I agree that judgement is easily handed out, but not equally taken. I think it is very easy to pass judgement on people and situations. I don't think it's right tho unless you have 100% been in that same exact place, and I dont think anyone can say that they were. So with that being said I will end this blog!

Lists

I am having a list day. Where I have multiple list going of things I need to do, things I need to buy etc. Now I am really wanting to finish working on Brogan's scrapbook. I have lots of pages done, but of course there's always more! I think my yard sale went well this weekend! The girls did very well on their bake sale! Everything was a hit! The boys have both been without binkys for a few weeks now. The first day was hard, but after that was a breeze! The little boys just went in for their well checks. Tall! They're both in the 70th% for their height, and I think Brogy was a little chubby. lol. Poor ol Aiden still in the 20th% for height. I might have a client starting this week! yay! Although I was kind of enjoying staying home everyday and being a Certified nursing assist. I have had very good scratcher luck lately! I might be an addict haha jk! I bought a $5 Blackout bingo, won $50, so I bought a $20, and won $20. This week I bought good ol $5 Bingo and won $10, bought a $10 VIP Vegas, won $30! Score! Brogan has 2 top teeth coming in! Big ones! To add to the 2 bottom! I tried taking like 50 pics to get the teeth cause theyre so cute, til Doy started yelling at me that I was blinding him!!

The workers!

He was wearing a tag that said Hi I'm Aiden. So cute!

My #1 non-paying customer!

Slade gave him a bite...

At the races

Dear Blog,

Sorry I have abandoned you for this many days! LOL. I was in Cali last weekend. Had a great time! My rental ended up being a Chevy HHR. OMG! How do you think I felt driving around Beverly Hills in that thing. My hand was casually next to my face. It was great! lol. Although I was really loving the 22mpg!! Bailey's Birthday was tons of fun! Well at least to me! lol. We made the most adorable cupcake stand. I did the cupcakes and giant cupcake cake for ms. bailey! I got her the 1st Bday tutu. It didn't last long... so cute!

Last week Brogy was sick. His Dr was full so I took him to the ped urgent care. He had Bronchiolitis, so they sent me home with a breathing machine. On Fri I took him to his Dr, and he had a full blown ear infection! So now antibiotics and breathing treatments. He's taken it like a trooper! Still smiling at mommy all day!

We went out to Dust's race yesterday. He broke his bike so he couldn't finish, but I did fall down a hill. We were standing up on a hill watching, and Slade took off towards the track so I ran down to get him and halfway down I fell. Flat on my face. LOL.

Boxing!

Sigh... of relief!

Well as of my last post my outlook is a little brighter! The same day I posted that I got a message from above, a job interview! Yay!! I am prospectively starting training next week. I think the job fits me well, having my mini farm. It is a case by case basis. and I'm not obligated to take the cases. and there will be possible mini vacations in between. sounds great! I am getting sooo excited about my trip on Friday. It's is girls only, so all the boys get to stay with dad. Here is a question to throw out there, how do I break Slade of the binky while Brogan uses a binky and Slade just steals his! I give up. The second I turn my head, out of brogans mouth it goes. I remember now why the first 3 are all 3 years apart. I didn't face these sorts of scenarios! You take what life gives you I suppose. Another thing I don't understand is why Slade feels the need to bully Brogan ALL DAY! I put him on the floor to play, Slade sits on top of him or hits him in the head with toys, or takes all the toys away. I put him in the swing, Slade throws him out or gets in there with him! I put him in the jumperoo, Slade gets in there too! and gets stuck! I put him in his crib to zzz, Slade gets in it and wakes him up! Brogy has gotten to the point now that he will wail, I pick him up, he latches onto me for dear life, then looks around for Slade! poor baby!! I still think I want one more, but mark my words it wont be until brogy is 5!

Losing hope...

Man getting a job has never been this challenging for me!! It's actually getting to be depressing being rejected for lack of experience. It's one big circle!! Of course I have experience! I've been taking care of people for the past 8 years!! I just haven't got paid for it! lol. I find myself wandering off on to other job postings that I have tons of experience in! But then I veer back!

Cheers to a New Year!

Change. That's what I think 2009 will bring. and change is usually good. Fresh. Still applying, still in this no experience cycle. I'm sure it will end. Soon I hope. So I will be road tripping in 2 weeks to go see one of my bestest friends in Cali, and celebrate her baby girls 1st birthday! and I am getting scared now because of the fact that I have had 2 people drive straight towards me, on my side of the road, within the past week!!! What is going on!!! One more thing that I know your interested to know is that I have finally taken my cocomotion machine out of the cupboard and have been enjoying it on a nightly basis! I love that thing!!! I prefer milk, but my stomach can't handle it! I'm going to the gastro on the 12th! I finally put batteries in my wii fit, and the pink cover. I hadn't been on in 70 days. :-/. But I had lost 5.5 lbs! Whoa! I didn't even know! Hopefully some of baby brogan (and part of Slade) will start shedding!

Happy New Year!

I hope everyone has a safe and Happy New Year! Grammy asked me yesterday if I was gonna party today, and I laughed. I totally forgot it was new years! I think the most partying I will do is on the wii. LOL.

We all had a great Christmas!! We spent Christmas Eve evening with Aunt Lori and Uncle Ray.

Christmas Morning from Santa

Thomas the Train he told Santa he wanted 100x

He can cruise the neighborhood too

Pink flat screen with rhinestones. Maybe next year Santa will bring me one too!!

Brogan was zzzz

He's up now!

After our Christmas we went to Gma Kathy's. I got Price is right for wii, and the pink sleeve and yoga mat for my wii fit from doy. I know you want to come play!! Grammy got married the day after cmas. Spring was the flower girl.

Grammy, Aunt Gin, Aunt Nikki, Spring

Since cmas I have just been trying to organize this mess of toys! I should probably write Santa a letter for next year to tell him there will not be room for anymore toys here next year! well unless he brings a bigger house! lol. Still job hunting... still playing my powerball numbers...

I baked for all my friends and family for cmas, and I made these out of a new cookbook my gma got me "Bake Sale". They are mini kiss something. They were the cutest things EVER!