Sigh... of relief!

Well as of my last post my outlook is a little brighter! The same day I posted that I got a message from above, a job interview! Yay!! I am prospectively starting training next week. I think the job fits me well, having my mini farm. It is a case by case basis. and I'm not obligated to take the cases. and there will be possible mini vacations in between. sounds great! I am getting sooo excited about my trip on Friday. It's is girls only, so all the boys get to stay with dad. Here is a question to throw out there, how do I break Slade of the binky while Brogan uses a binky and Slade just steals his! I give up. The second I turn my head, out of brogans mouth it goes. I remember now why the first 3 are all 3 years apart. I didn't face these sorts of scenarios! You take what life gives you I suppose. Another thing I don't understand is why Slade feels the need to bully Brogan ALL DAY! I put him on the floor to play, Slade sits on top of him or hits him in the head with toys, or takes all the toys away. I put him in the swing, Slade throws him out or gets in there with him! I put him in the jumperoo, Slade gets in there too! and gets stuck! I put him in his crib to zzz, Slade gets in it and wakes him up! Brogy has gotten to the point now that he will wail, I pick him up, he latches onto me for dear life, then looks around for Slade! poor baby!! I still think I want one more, but mark my words it wont be until brogy is 5!